here's hoping no one's looking
every year, i promise myself that i'll get fit so that when i'm old, i can say to myself, "oh to be __ years old again." it never happens b/c i'm a lazy fool. however, i'm finally mature enough to be concerned about diabetes and heart problems, so i'm making life changes.
to become healthy, however, i have to overcome a huge hangup: i can't work out with people around. if there are people exercising, i can feel my confidence deflate and i end up going home with my tail in between my legs. why do i need confidence to go to the gym? b/c every gym i've ever joined has been an exclusive thin/beautiful-people-only club. i can't work out b/c i feel like every person is thinking that i'm bringing the pretty quotient down. so i always end up psyching myself out of going to the gym, unless i know it's some weird hour when i know few people will be there.
what can't you do with people around?
to become healthy, however, i have to overcome a huge hangup: i can't work out with people around. if there are people exercising, i can feel my confidence deflate and i end up going home with my tail in between my legs. why do i need confidence to go to the gym? b/c every gym i've ever joined has been an exclusive thin/beautiful-people-only club. i can't work out b/c i feel like every person is thinking that i'm bringing the pretty quotient down. so i always end up psyching myself out of going to the gym, unless i know it's some weird hour when i know few people will be there.
what can't you do with people around?
posted by happy roy at 8:45 AM
4 Comments:
Julie! You are a beautiful girl - there is no reason why you should be so worried at the gym. I hate the gym because I am lazy. But I like going with friends because then I can have entertainment.
I don't know if there is anything I need to do when no one is around - but I do know that I love ear plugs so I can think that nobody is around. I like to walk through airports or sit at work and completely block out sound. It makes me stay focused and not get frustrated by annoying people.
I was going to say have sex in front of people, but then.. I didnt feel hesitation as I was thinking it. Sooo, maybe that means I can. hahaha. Shawny, you present a very interesting question, b/c it has me stumped. Hmmm.. I guess I can't eat a whole bucket of KFC by myself in front of people, they might judge me. Seriously.. lol
Do I need to say who I am, I think it's quite obvious that it's the one and only, crazy Seonah. :)
Oh crazy Seonah!!! Thanks for the comment -- but just to let you know -- this post wasn't originated by me -- it was done by Julie --- if you wanna join in and be a contributor just ask :)
And I can totally see you eating chicken by yourself but you would be wearing a hat and sunglasses so nobody recognizes you! heheh
Talk on telephones.
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